She makes a wish on every single star she sees, somewhere deep down she still believes.

Monday, November 8, 2010

Malam dan siangku

Alhamdulillah ku panjatkan kepadaMu Ya Allah...kerana masih memberi peluang untukku terus bernafas di dunia yang fana ini...semoga aku memanfaatkan masa yang ada dengan sebaik-baiknya...

Hurmm..berbalik kepada tajuk...”malam dan siangku”... sangat general, bukan? Sebenarnya, sepanjang cuti yang diberikan kolej dalam enam hari nie, aku macam tak dapat nak bezakan sama ada siang atau malam..sumenye sama je....dan disebabkan itu, malam aku bertukar menjadi nocturnal sebab memang xdapat nak lelapkan mata langsung..terutamanya malam semalam..mata tu cuma mampu terkebil-kebil...terasa sangat segar pada masa tu...cuba nak lelapkan mata secepat yang mungkin..so, aku baca doa-doa sebelum tidur dulu..then, baca doa al-mathurat wazifah kubra...dengsn harapan dapat tidur la lepas tu..masa tu jam lebih kurang pukul 1.30pagi...sebenarnya, 1.30 pagi adalah sangat awal kalau nak compare dengan waktu untuk study...sebab study selalu start lambat..pukul 11malam baru tergerak nak start..hehe..

I can't sleep for days..help..!!
so, disebabkan xleh nak tido, aku just buka radio and dengar..mula2 dengar melalui earphone je...tapi lama2 bukak..buat loudspeaker..takut..takut rosak telinga..ingatkan nasihat orang kata jangan tido dengan earphone terpasang di telinga...so, sebab tu bukak... so, bermulanya pukul 1.30 pagi hingga lah pukul 5.30 pagi, aku berjaga tanpa mata sedikit pun tak rase mangantuk..sambil2 tu, mesej ngan sorang kawan..dia pun tak boleh nak tido jugak...aku tak pernah rasa tak mengantuk macam tu sebelum nie...dah la sorang2, memang buntu..tak tahu nak buat apa...baring sana, baring sini..alih2, tempat yang sama jugak..dah puas mesej and borak-borak...tak ngantuk jugak..tapi, kami dah stop sembang.. masa tu, radio still on lagi...kalau tak, memang bengong r aku, xtau nak buat apa...

akhirnya, pkul, 5.30 dah sampai...bila dengar orang azan, terus g solat subuh kejap..sebelum tidor..nanti kalau dah tidor, xreti nak bangun pulak..hehe..lepas solat, gi jenguk2 kat balkoni jap...sidaikan balik pakaian yang junior aku jemur semalam...sebab aku dah angkat sal angin kuat sangat..bimbang jugak terbang and basah kang baju2 tu... lepas menikmati panorama kat IPBA yang sunyi sepi pada waktu tu, terus start nak tido....

kejut2 je, dah kul 9.30 pagi...tapi rasa berat la pulak mata....terlelap lagi...bukak mata, tengok jam, pukul x.xx...hehe..lepas tu terus bangun untuk teruskan aktiviti and study... tapi, tido pagi tadi memang best giler...ape yang aku mimpi pun langsung xleh nak rewind balik...lena sangat la tu..haha...

Friday, November 5, 2010

Blood and us

             AB?            B? A?              O?

Believe it or not, blood type can influence someone's personality. Most of you who like surfing the Internet might have known about this information, but it is still essential for you to know about this fact. Lets check it out and analyse it with yours one..!


Type O:
Type O's are outgoing, and very social. They are initiators, although they don't always finish what they start. Creative and popular, they love to be the center of attention and appear very self confident.

Type A:
While outwardly calm, they have such high standards (perfectionists) that they tend to be balls of nerves on the inside. Type A's are the most artistic of the blood groups. They can be shy, are conscientious, trustworthy, and sensitive.

Type B:
Goal oriented and strong minded, type B's will start a task and continue it until completed, and completed well. Type B's are the individualists of the blood group categories and find their own way in life.

Type AB:
Type AB's are the split personalities of the blood groups. They can be both outgoing and shy, confident and timid. While responsible, too much responsibility will cause a problem. They are trustworthy and like to help othersThey are usually grudge people and think something too deep. Fortunately, they have a lot of friends, but they also need time to be lonely to think their own problems.


So, how it is like..?
Is it same with ur personalities?
Or not?
I think, yess! I am
its correct with 'that' blood type..hehe
*secret yep*
Never mind..
Stay with what we have..
**Don't go to hospital n ask the doctor to change your blood eh...hehe

Bila keseorangan...

Aku keseorangan
bila semua rumate and housemates aku balik
cuma tinggal sorang junior, Baiti..
yang hometownnye lagiii jaoh dari aku..
nuuunn...di Sarawak...
tu maknanya aku ade kat IPBA
sebabnye...
kalau kat rumah
xdenye orang nak tinggal
sentiase je ade orang..

Bila dah duk sorang2 nie
Aku macam tak larat nak buat semua benda
malas
nak baca buku, malas
walaupun final exam untuk lagi 2 papers next week je
nak cuci pakaian pun malas
nak makan malas
walhal...
nak tido pon malas jugak..haihh
yang boleh buat cume la
dengar lagu 
and dengar bunyi kipas yang berkeriukan
dan masa tu la
baru aku sedar
"ohh...memang kipas nie berbunyi ke selame nie...??"
sampai macam tu skali kan..ish3x

Kawan oh kawan...
asyik je tinggal aku sorang2 kat room nie kan...
bukannye xpernah kene tinggal selalu sangat..
boleh dikatakan..
among my friends..
aku la orang yang paling 'kental' jiwanya..
sebab aku yang jarang sangat balik hometown
balik pun bila orang2 satu malaysia nie balik..
balik cuti rasmi la katakan...

Sometimes
pernah jugak 'terase'
bukan takut..
tapi...
ntah..macam xde perasaan je
xnak la lebih2
rase nak nangis pon ade
bila dah xtahu nak buat ape kan
nak call mak,
haihh
dah hari2 cakap..
sampaikan xtahu nak cakap ape

Sometimes
aku selalu je bandingkan aku ngan orang lain
untung je kawan diorang stay kat hostel sama2
hemmm..
nasib la kan..
nak buat macam mana...

just be yourself...
sebab bila sorang2 nie..
macam2 boleh jadi..
yang tak terlintas kat fikiran pun boleh berlaku..
sentiasa je kena prepare..

dah..
sempat jugak tulis something arini
al maklum la..
kalau time x bukak lappy..
macam2 benda yang terlintas kat pikiran..
tapi 
bila dah on je..
terus je lost my train of thought...
salam malam pada angin yang menderu
dan 
kawanku yang sumenye dah balik
and akan datang lagi 5 hariiiiii...!!!
waaa.....(^~^)

Tuesday, November 2, 2010

~Feelings is an island~


Once upon a time there was an island where all the feelings lived; happiness, sadness, knowledge, and all the others, including love.
One day it was announced to all of the feelings that the island was going to sink to the bottom of the ocean. So all the feelings prepared their boats to leave. Love was the only one that stayed. She wanted to preserve the island paradise until the last possible moment. When the island was almost totally under, Love decided it was time to leave. She began looking for someone to ask for help.
Just then Richness was passing by in a grand boat. Love asked, "Richness, can I come with you on your boat?" Richness answered, " I'm sorry, but there is a lot of silver and gold on my boat and there would be no room for you anywhere."
Then Love decided to ask Vanity (megah diri) for help who was passing in a beautiful vessel. Love cried out, "Vanity, help me please." "I can't help you", Vanity said, "You are all wet and will damage my beautiful boat."
Next, Love saw Sadness passing by. Love said, "Sadness, please let me go with you." Sadness answered, "Love, I'm sorry, but, I just need to be alone now."
Then, Love saw Happiness. Love cried out, "Happiness, please take me with you." But Happiness was so overjoyed that he didn't hear Love calling to him. Love began to cry.


Then, she heard a voice say, "Come Love, I will take you with me." It was an elder. Love felt so blessed and overjoyed that she forgot to ask the elder his name. When they arrived on land the elder went on his way. Love realized how much she owed the elder.
Love then found Knowledge and asked, "Who was it that helped me?" "It was Time", Knowledge answered. "But why did Time help me when no one else would?", Love asked. Knowledge smiled and with deep wisdom and sincerity, answered, "Because only Time is capable of understanding how great Love is."